{"id":147,"date":"2022-11-04T08:19:46","date_gmt":"2022-11-04T08:19:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/?p=147"},"modified":"2022-11-04T08:19:46","modified_gmt":"2022-11-04T08:19:46","slug":"moving-in-moving-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/2022\/11\/04\/moving-in-moving-out\/","title":{"rendered":"Moving in Moving Out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today I joined a group of women to walk an indoor labyrinth in silence. \u00a0I love community labyrinth walks.<\/p>\n<figure aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-175\"><figcaption><strong>Grow Soul Labyrinth<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Not only do you experience the twists of the path itself and it\u2019s movement towards and away from the center, but you also meet fellow travelers, move with them, walk away from them and meet them again. \u00a0The moving bodies were a dance, were thresholds and doorways, were eyes filled with love and compassion, strangers or angels coming into presence with me. \u00a0The form of the labyrinth itself is truth that I am trying over and over to remember. \u00a0We are not lost. \u00a0We move in. \u00a0We move out. \u00a0We move in toward the center of the path, toward the center of our breath, toward the center of love and then back out as we lose our balance, step aside for another, get blurred in the lines and go back the way we came.<\/p>\n<p>This week the darkness has been thick, has left me blinking and reminding myself to breathe. \u00a0The darkness has felt reassuring, then terrifying, then peaceful then empty. \u00a0I know that there are beautiful things hiding in the darkness. \u00a0I know that to sit there I need more than what I know or see. \u00a0The next moment is impenetrable. \u00a0The next moment may be a cliff edge or a warm bed of leaves in a safe place. \u00a0The next moment will change everything whether we notice or not. \u00a0The next moment will change everything. \u00a0It always does.<\/p>\n<p>So tonight I am sitting in the dark, but not alone. \u00a0This transformation is only possible because of love; \u00a0because I am held in love, because I reach out, because I open myself when another\u2019s hands find mine groping for something to hold on to. \u00a0This is the death I chose, holding hands in the dark with you, with the Universe. \u00a0I know that I cannot get lost. \u00a0I know that I am not alone. \u00a0I am moving in. \u00a0I am moving out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I joined a group of women to walk an indoor labyrinth in silence. \u00a0I love community labyrinth walks.<\/p>\n<p>Grow Soul Labyrinth<\/p>\n<p>Not only do you experience the twists of the path itself and it\u2019s movement towards and away from the center, but you also meet fellow travelers, move with them, walk away from them and meet them again.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":148,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-147","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-category"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/147","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=147"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/147\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":149,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/147\/revisions\/149"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/148"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=147"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=147"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sarahcledwynblog.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=147"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}